Sunday, March 1, 2009
{ 7:31 AM }
waddup ppl..
ive been a having hard time thinking of my further studies..
i regret 4 not studying hard on my sec schl days or maybe my PSLE..
i just had a chat with my CA(class adviser)..
she told me everything dat i suppose to do to get to poly..
BUT!!only CERTAIN polys accept us ITE STUDENTS..
like WTH!!!we r students to wat..its just we go a longer route dats all..
DAMN!!only ngee an poly FILM SOUND & VIDEO r taking us ITE DAVP STUDENTS...
the course dat i 1 is at SP Music & Audio Technology..
so as 4 now i have to ask them whether they r taking ITE STUDENTS or not..haiz..
life dis days..so hard...well thats the way if u 1 something right??
now i have to think of a back up plan if they dont accept ITE STUDENTS..
private sch is a very last choice 4 me coz i dont 1 to trouble my parents..or maybe not..
my sisters UNI fees is enough stress 4 them..my dad told me once about the provate schl thing..
he said as long as he is able to work..i go n study as far as i can..even if it cost thousands(16k)..
so touch but at the same time, im thinking of my dads health as u know he got some heart prob..
im feeling so tempted to go to private schl n dats SAE or LASSELE or NAFA..
but dat would be a selfish thing as my parents r working hard 4 ME n i enjoy..
if u all get wat i mean..im feeling like half of my spirit on study is gone..
haiz feeling like giving up..but wat will my future be..hhhmmm..
all i know life is always fair..its just a matter of patients n effort..
lets just see dis week when i visit SP..
Friday
when shopping at queensway with shukor after schl..i bought 3 diff shirts..
n shukor bought a pair of jeans..soon after dat at ard 7pm..when 4 break at taman jurong cc..
its only me fate angel but hell yeah..we had fun..haha..joke ard n stuff..
KAMEHAMEHA(buu voice)..haha..u know wat i mean fate..hahaha..
soon afte dat i went off home..then bump into hajar at lakeside MRT..she was heading FAJAR..
me CCK..but then last min mum text me hm no food..so i drop down at JE to grab a bite..
sorrie hajar didnt manage to accompany u till CCK..then soon after dat took bus home..
SAT
nothing much happen..i just sit ard at home..watch some break VID..play game..
n break at home..a boring sat 4 me..actually wanted to watch movie with dad..
but CCK not much movie la..wanted to watch OUTLANDERS again but dis time with dad..
cck no more..so me n dad sat at home till the rain stops n pick up my mum from bridal..
SUN
when 4 tutoring as usual..now im teaching P2..easier job..haha..n smart childrens..more easy..
soon after that my shukor n izzi when to play pool..2h..shukor won me 5-2..
thnks to 3 in a row the stupid black ball got in the hole..stupid..shukor u lucky ah..hahaha..
but nvrmind..last 2 weeks i won..now ur turn give face la..n izzi won me n shukor once..
chey maut ah die(give chance)..hahaha..soon after dat..all when separate ways..n head off home.
n at home nothing to do..so break again..at home..well i need to be ready..alot off comps coming..
n im supper supper broke..i guess coz i bought to much shirts..hahha..my p.p $0...
but still can receive msg.so yeah..dats all folks..
n to
AL-AZLAN SHAH HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY..all the best on ur career..BSK JAGE KAU..
haha..tc bro..
study hard ppl
peace 1Roc
