Sunday, November 2, 2008
{ 5:48 AM }
Hello readers!!!any one miss me..hahaok the camp was my best camp ever..me n rsc became the camp leader n some other schl..at 1st we thought we could choose to be with each other..but then all of us was separated..there was 12 groups..there was 6 of us plus 2 more shukor n kai.. so each of us one group..n in one group there must have to leaders..n so we have to be with the others schl leaders..haiyo..but think back..camp is always dat way..haha..we have to make new friends..so ohk..1st dayget to meet up my GROUP 5..on dat day..i try my best to get to know all of them..soon after meeting them..change up n head to each coast n played some games..n thats the tyme where i get really close with them especially farhan..the most anergatic one..haha..he could be irritating or noisy..but deep down i know his a good person..n so..i got to know he loves soccer..n dats the tyme i showed some skills n talk to him..get close..he listens..A BIT..but ohk la..n every game..i have my own trick to cheat..hehehe...dats me..camp games..i love to cheat..hahaha..but some times i play fair la...but this camp..i cheated alot..even the kids laugh..but i said to them only camps we can do this..not outside stuff..haha..bla3..had fun at east coast..n back to fuhua...played treasure hunt..n yes..we cheated again..hahaha..i was like talking to my teacher..n i saw a map at her book..the map got 10 circles on each block..n so i knew which block n where to get the treasures..hahaha..still we lost..got some ppl hide the stuffs..haha..2ND dayas usual la..morning routines..then my group had to combine with oneski n shukor grp..we had to made a performance..at 1st they wanted dance but then lack of tyme..they decide to sing..wat i know me n oneski n shukor had great tyme together as one family grp..then we have a hula hup(spelling error)haha..we had to wrap news paper n tape it..we gpt 15 piece of paper..we wrap it n tap it..well its 4 the water bomb game..the thing is like our castle..n so i decide to find card board n put it inside..hehe..cheated again..hahaha..soon water bomb started..splash there n hear..oneski won..then we got a free for all water bomb..so my mind was set..ill throw at rsc n then the rest..haha..did it..haha..fun..only dats the tyme i can sabo them..haah..if it was outside..IM DEAD..haha..bla3..we had fun..then night tyme..the talent performance..all the family grps need to perform..u guys did great..then we rsc need perform..n so we break..haha..4 dat one..long story..hahah..n so soon after dat we have to like shared our stuffs n motivate our students..n so i saw one of my student yasin..decide to talk with one of my teachers..so i left my assist to take care of the rest while i came approch yasin..n he was cryingi heard all the story he told my teacher..n soon after my teachers told his pont of view..i told yasin my background..wat will happen to u when u get caught..n get into lock up..i experience it..n i gave my advise..n while i was telling him those stories of mine..n it set me to tears..n i say alot of tears..n yes shukor u finally see me cry..it was a huge nightmare back then..dissapoited lots of ppl..dats y set me tears..coz of this im still staying strong n suffer alot now..bla3..every student cry by telling us leaders their story n us telling our story..Last day..last day we say good bye to our students..n guess wat..i didnt expect this..but FARHAN..the naughty boy..haha..actually came to me shake hand n hug me n say dis..'Im gonna miss u'..wow..a student actually say dat to me..i thought i didnt even care..so i gave my n0 n email to let him contact me..n next was yasin..i camp shake hand n huge him..n while he shake my hand..n he kiss it..WOW..he kiss my hand..haha..might sound gay..but then i saw he was on tears soon after he hug me..i know how dat kid feel..his still young n he dont deserve to be in a bad company..pity this kids..can say i felt some sympathy towards some kids..they r just sec 1..n they r confused with thir lifes..haiz..soon after dat..i came to my teacher MS SU..shes the one that help me with all of my probems last tyme..n each tyme i hug her..i just feel like crying..i wish i could rewind back my life..but it cant..so look forward..soon after dat we camp leaders went to MACdonald..had breakfast..n offhomei would like to thnk..CARE 4 letting me RSC shukor n kai..thnx 4 trusting us..n thnk u 4 always helping me out in any way..im always down with CARE..ALWAYS..its been 5 years ive been helping n knew CARE..all i can say..IM BLESS..their words motivate me alot.n dats y im still standing..facing through problems n solving myself.to my grp 5..remember this'in evrything u do dont ever dissapoint ur love ones especailly mum''n dont ever look or go back to the past,always look forward,wats past just so be it'..n finally dont ever stop ur path to ur goals n dreams..dont ever give up..n this goes to all u ppl 2..this phrases thats been keeping me strong..n i hope it will make u ppl strong too..now i start to miss my grp 5..well they called me n invite me to their sentosa trip..well..me oneski r going..haha..as me n oneski grp r same class.hahaha..well..see u kids there..miss u kids alot now..well dats life...now im having back ace..n the pain is coming ffrom my spine..due to sleeping on the floor n table..haiz..my type is i cant sleep on ground as its to hard or easier said..i cant sleep on flat n solid place..ppl i need my rest now..schling 2morow..DAMN..dont wanna talk bout schl..i know ill get F..so yeah STAY POSITIVE PPL..enjoy reading 8) nytez..peace onerocwhen tears changes ur life
