when u do bad stuffs parents will always remember when u do good stuffs parents wont remember haiz..such life.. its easy to commit but its hard to earn.. im really suffering in my life.. i guess this the payback i get.. after few years of sins ive done.. 4 the 1st tyme n its this year i really dont feeling like hari raya usually i feel the happiness but now.. not at all..still fast but not so joyfull.. my heart is always in pain since the day i got a proper family which is this year..like i said 08 isnt my year.. alot of things that is not right have been into me.. 4 the past 9 month pain pain pain... guess patients is the key...but when the pain starts to overflow tears start to develop..well todays post is simply bout wat im feeling.. n probably i wont post much.. till here.. oneroc