well...sorrie 4 not updating..1stly..ive been having shoots n ending late ard 1am or later..well the video shoot will be sent to japan..hope we will win it..my director send everybody home in a van n i was the last person..n guess wat he drop me quiet far away then my house..as he was to sleepy..so need reach home asap..so i dont mind but the thing is i have to walk all the way alone..its very creapy..n its near a japan memorial..well ppl..im a guy but im just scared off dark places..i guess from young i listen to too much ghost stories..i guess??but went im with somebody..make it anybody la..ill be the braves..hahaha..its true..okok 4get the going home trip as im safe..the next day dance prac n went to some places to have a chat with dee n head home..n as 4 today just went to giant n i wanted to grab a blue adidas shirt but dad said no as i have to much blue stuff in my wardobe..hehe..yeah its true so i cant bargain..so head home with nothing..well 2008 its been so different me..n dee thnx 4 making me cheer up bye showing the russel peter show..its so funny..haha..lol..thnx btw..im like giving up on everything like dance, accept my goals n aims..idk y..y i could think of dat..haiz..dats tnot the worst yet..the worst is i lost the way i mix..SHIT!!!haiz..Y Y Y Y Y???a big Y to me..i feel so lst right now..someone plz help me out..i guess all i can say is god is the one..if been missing pray tyme especially friday prayers..too bz n lazyness..k ppl..till here..im currently not in a mood...n no,im not an emo ppl..bye